Sunny outside. I feel I should get out, but my nosy neighbors are all out. I don’t wanna deal with them. I have quite good conscience as long as the kids are clean and fed.

My mother called yesterday.
We talked about my son and how he’s messing with school. She said I shouldn’t feel like the worst dad. She said that I’m a wonderful dad.
“I sometimes feel like I actualy want to kill myself when I think about what a terrible mother I was, never putting you kids first”…silence. Should I have said
“oh,mum. We were ok” when we both now she just told the truth?

I’m watching Octopussy. Bond’s r always special. Nice suits, cars, guns and the hottest women.
Do I find it the ultimate lifestyle? Of course!!:-D

missgingerlee:

Because when my malar rash starts, it goes from my cheeks inward. Lupus makes me hella sexy sometimes.

:-(  Wishing you the best

I need it! Gonna have 5 weeks straight from week 28. :-D

missgingerlee:

I’ve got a migraine & feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, so they better appreciate that I put on pants today.

Yack!! Back again to the Place where everybody dies a little as soon as they enter.